Random night time rant!

Hello people who care at all to read this even though i have no friends on here and really dont know how to add or find ppl. Anyways
just thought I would write something because it is 1:46 am and I am still awake and so tired that Im kinda just going crazy. so Im just going to write random stuff thats on my mind
SO
STUFF THATS ON MY MIND!!!
Puppies(why Idk?)
GIR
Invader Zim
"Hi Baby!"
"Piggy I loveded you" :(
eww CLowns (yuck)
scary clowns..
coke ===--like the drink
blue
glitter
the club
dancing
ew grinding scares me
ninja cupcake monkey
sit back relax
Panic! at the disco
alesana
Anabelle===---crazy bitch
and george lopez
funny shizznits lol

Wellll thats all for now....ranting done...im being yelled at to go to bed
cause i cant wait to clean the house tomorrow
more rants later by yours truly and some not so rants
but thats what blogs are for riiiiight?!!?
kk
Peace....lates ;)

people over people

People. One word describes most of our population in this world, besides animals, plants, and unidentified life forms. It's funny how people can be so nice yet get on your nerves so badly. Nothing describes the hurt that we can inflict on people and it peeves me off that people can't understand each other sometimes. You would think with all the training we have being around each other, but unless your somewhat close, you don't see what other people are feeling or you just wont. It's like when someone wants something soo badly that they will ignore the rest of the world to get it even if you spell it out in plain ENGLISH for them. Its kind of rediculous and I really cant understand or dont anymore. Everytime I think about it all it does it get me sad and depressed and the sad thing is that I try and control it and I just can't and I know Ive grown more than that to control myself around this disappointment. Like when this guy I had gone to school with, he all of a sudden messaged my friend and told her how pretty she looks and this and that and then personally messaged her, then he tells me that he likes her and I told him straight out she wouldnt go out with him because I liked him and shes my best friend and so it was all my fault. And I had been on the phone with her at the time so she was saying to me ok that sounds good and I got a little upset about it. But when we were talking about it, she does look amazing now and i understand that, and i know she wouldnt do anything to hurt me like that but for some reason when she started talking about I had a feeling that if he asked her out she might go or she would think about it cause i just feel like I could hear it in her voice. But how can I blame any of it on them....she is still looking for someone and she does look amazing and I guess when people make changes you CAN see over changes you CAN'T see it has more of an impact and I guess I really can't compete with that. I guess that changes Ive made arent really noticed until someone decides they want to see it.